17.11.09

eyes, laugh, lips, heart, personality

I've never had someone I could look straight in the eye,
I felt like I was,
Fucking high,
If I say something stupid,
Then the scenery burns down,
Butterflies everytime he comes around.

Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Your lips,
Your heart,
Sweet personality,
Is worth more than a million tears,
Lazy days in the backyard,
Sipping lemonade alone,
The only love I've ever known.

Dancing till the break of dawn in pretty party clothes,
And there it goes,
Forever,
And I mean it,
I hope I'm always there to make you smile and share your air,
You're always there.

Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Your lips,
Your heart,
Sweet personality,
Remember forever more,
Lazy days in the backyard,
Sipping lemonade alone,
The only love I've ever known.

Your eyes,
Your laugh,
Your lips,
Your heart,
Sweet personality,
Is worth more than a million tears,
Lazy days in the backyard,
Sipping lemonade alone,
The only love I've ever known.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Puts my back against the wall

Our world is going,
But our hope will not,
Africa is far too hot,
I will make it a better place when I rule the world,
Please stay out of the new one.

We are tormented and used by the ones that claim they know the way,
And nothing for us to say,
Our anger only breeds remorse,
It puts my back up,
Puts my back up against the wall.

Hope is never lost, even in the mist of darkness,
Don't stand in the doorway,
They use us as pawn for their selfish gain,
Those were Washington’s bullets again.

We are tormented and used by the ones that claim they know the way,
I've been saving all my pay,
Our anger only breeds remorse,
How can we all get out alive,
It’s just, a matter of time.

We are tormented and used by the ones that claim they know the way,
And nothing for us to say,
Our anger only breeds remorse,
It puts my back up,
Puts my back up against the wall.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Everything I could ever dream of

Unfulfilling,
Unwanted and left me wanting more,
Until then,
Unsure and unsteady,
Sometimes left in pity.

That when you’re there,
I can feel the magic floating in the air,
When were alone and in peace,
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of.

you’re amazing and left me wanting more,
I’m not lonely anymore,
Forever and ever,
It was so long for you,

now that you’re there,
I swear,
When were alone and in peace
I say,
Forever I'll be yours forever I love you I say,
Forever I'll be yours forever I love you.

That when you’re there,
I can feel the magic floating in the air,
When were alone and in peace,
you're my every everything that I could ever dream of.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Wondering about you

Every night I go to sleep thinking of you,
Thinking you're lying beside me,
That I wish you could be waking up next to me,
I dream of us together,
Laughing,
Kissing,
Then I wake to find you're not there,
And all I did was stare at you.

I sit in class wondering what your teacher’s talking about,
Is it old people like mine?
To lay it on the line,
This is fine,
I day dream of you,
Your eyes,
Your smile,
And your cuteness.

I think and wonder what if we were together,
Would we last?
I’m lost,
With no cost,
I only want you to be mine,
And mine only.

I sit in class wondering what your teachers talking about,
Is it old people like mine?
With a secondary spine,
I day dream of you,
Your eyes,
Your smile,
And your cuteness,
It's a pleasure to be glad,
That you’re mine.

I sit in class wondering what your teachers talking about,
Is it old people like mine?
To lay it on the line,
This is fine,
I day dream of you,
Your eyes,
Your smile,
And your cuteness.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

16.11.09

You left me on the pavement

I’m writing you this to say something,
I’ve been longing to say to you,
It’s not some dumb thing,
Like most things I say.

You left me,
Laying on the pavement,
With my heart ripped out of my chest,
Laying beside me,
Slowly losing its beat.

You walked away,
And then came back,
You had me thinking you were coming,
To save me,
But instead you stomped on my heart.

You left me,
Laying on the pavement,
With my heart ripped out of my chest,
Laying beside me,
Slowly losing its beat.

I looked up to see you,
Smiling at me,
I watch you walk away for,
The last time,
I look at my heart,
Smeared all over the pavement,
You don’t care what you did,
Just as long as I was gone,
No one would know.

You left me,
Laying on the pavement,
With my heart ripped out of my chest,
Laying beside me,
Slowly losing its beat.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Left me bleeding and broken

You told me you cared,
You said you’d love me forever,
You said you’d never hurt me,
You promised.

I believed all the things you told me,
I guess you were just leading me on,
I didn’t see through the lies,
That left me bleeding and broken.

You left me for her,
You said you wanted a new adventure,
A new game,
A new start,
I wasn’t good enough for you.

I believed all the things you told me,
I guess you were just leading me on,
I didn’t see through the lies,
That left me bleeding and broken.

You said you wanted to focus on school,
That was a lie,
You said you were sorry,
That was a lie,
You said you’d try again,
That was a lie,
Where’s the truth?

I believed all the things you told me,
I guess you were just leading me on,
I didn’t see through the lies,
That left me bleeding and broken.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

I don't know what you did

Rain poured down my face,
Cuts covered my arms,
Scratches covered my body,
Scars covered my heart,
Till you came along.

You make my life worth living,
You covered me up with band-aids,
You held my heart till it mended back together,
You covered my head with an umbrella.

I don’t know what it is you did,
But whatever it was made my life better,
You make me so happy,
I never want to see you go.

You make my life worth living,
You covered me up with band-aids,
You held my heart till it mended back together,
You covered my head with an umbrella.

You pick me up when I fall down,
You wipe my tears away,
You hold me when I’m scared,
You’re just so perfect.

You make my life worth living,
You covered me up with band-aids,
You held my heart till it mended back together,
You covered my head with an umbrella.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

I'm a ghost to you

Your eyes may be looking at me,
But they can see right through me,
I’m just a ghost to you,
You’ll never notice me,
You’ll never fall for me.

I want to say how I feel,
But I know you feel completely different,
You don’t know who I am,
You don’t even know I exist.

You think this world revolves around you,
What bout everyone else,
Are they just as invisible as I am,
Or have you just excluded me from your world,
Cuz you’re scared I don’t feel the same.

I want to say how I feel,
But I know you feel completely different,
You don’t know who I am,
You don’t even know I exist.

You don’t want people knowing,
That I exist cuz you like me,
But you don’t want to accept it,
So you made me invisible,
So no one could take me from you.

I want to say how I feel,
But I know you feel completely different,
You don’t know who I am,
You don’t even know I exist.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

4.11.09

up the bum

You have the hot dog,
I have the bun,
Let’s have some fun,
Till we cum.

Up the bum,
Don’t you run,
Tonight’ll be fun.

Stick it in,
Like a pin,
Move that tin,
Till I sin.

Up the bum,
Don’t you run,
Tonight’ll be fun.

Fast and hard,
Don’t be a tard,
Play your card,
Like a pornstar.

Up the bum,
Don’t you run,
Tonight’ll be fun.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

relationships are shit

My relationships never seem to last longer than three months,
Remember forever more they just gave up,
I never trusted the girls they hung out with.

Your eyes always seem to sparkle when you tell me you love me,
Your arms are always around me,
For everyone to see.

You make me feel safe,
Don’t ever forget my love,
Just promise not to ever leave me.

Your eyes always seem to sparkle when you tell me you love me,
Your arms are always around me,
For everyone to see.

Your eyes always seem to sparkle when you tell me you love me,
And when I close my eyes it’s you I see,
Your arms are always around me,
For everyone to see.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

I see him every night

I had a dream,
I saw this boy,
Who I would die for,
I wish I could tell him how I felt,
But he's just make believe,

I see him every night,
his eyes sparkle when he looks at me,
But I'd never be his girl

Come to think of it,
He looks like you,
Nowhere to turn,
No one to go to
now if only I could talk to you,
You're just too good to be true.

I see him every night,
his eyes sparkle when he looks at me,
But I'd never be his girl

I see him every night,
his eyes sparkle when he looks at me,
But I'd never be his girl

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

your character is you

Don’t worry about your character,
If only it was that easy,
Don’t worry about your reputation,
The way I hold you tonight should make it clear,
Not one thought has crossed my mind.

Your character is who you are,
It’s only what you’re waiting for,
And your reputation is who people think you are.

I don’t listen to them
I think about you each and every day,
You shouldn’t care,
What they think,
They’re just stupid pricks.

Your character is who you are,
It’s only what you’re waiting for,
And your reputation is who people think you are.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

3.11.09

Not gunna be stupid and fall again

Don't talk to me,
I don't wanna hear you stupid boy voice,
Don't smile at me,
All it does is charms me
Or is it the way back out?

Don't even look at me,
Cuz then I’m not tempted to look back
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
because I'm not, gunna be stupid and cry over you.

I’m not gunna be stupid and let myself fall,
Accessible from a source so tall,
for a boy like you again,
To be my sunshine after the rain,

Don't even look at me,
Cuz then I’m not tempted to look back
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
because I'm not, gunna be stupid.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

It's on the floor

You make me sick,
It makes me cry,
You make it green,
I make it yellow,
Don`t be so shallow,
Hand me that towel,
You`re such an owl,
You stupid palow.

It`s on the floor,
Under my door,
Don`t be such a whore,
Give me some more.

Lay on my bed,
I`ll give you some head,
Don`t play dead,
Like I said,
Don`t be sad,
I`ll be mad,
And I`ll play bad.

It`s on the floor,
Under my door,
Don`t be such a whore,
Give me some more.

If it gets stuck,
We`re not out of luck,
We can still fuck.

It`s on the floor,
Under my door,
Don`t be such a whore,
Give me some more.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

December Days

His sparkling eyes make me weak at my words,
Only a little,
They tremble,
The way I hold you tonight should make it clear,
Not one thought has crossed my mind.

Days seem like years in this month of December,
Day light comes our heaven turns to hell,
The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep,
And then you`ll know our love was meant to be.

Will I give up trying cuz you`re everything to me,
I`m as helpless as a kitten up a tree,
In my winter dream,
Everything is good as right.

You don`t think I can hear you,
I do and it makes me think,
You`re always saving your words till this time of night,
Why aren`t you like this when I see you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Midnight Poetry

Every night I see you standing outside my bedroom window,
Hoping I don`t hear you recite your beautiful poetry,
I`m showing more than a million tears,
When I hear your sweet words.

You don`t think I can hear you,
I do and it makes me think,
You`re always saving your words till this time of night,
Why aren`t you like this when I see you.

It makes me wonder what it would be like to be together,
I love waiting up for you to show every night,
It brings a smile to my face,
I think I`m falling for you.

You don`t think I can hear you,
I do and it makes me think,
You`re always saving your words till this time of night,
Why aren`t you like this when I see you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

2.11.09

I've loved you ever since

I`ve love you since I first saw you standing,
There in the middle of the store,
What a girl,
Pretty little one that I adore,
I didn`t have the guts to talk to you,
And it`s just what I want to do.

You have been on my mind ever since,
Only day break will do me harm,
If you were only real,
All I can think about is your blue eyes,
That beautiful smile,
And your blonde hair.

I`d do anything just to be with you,
Is there a chance that you might love me too,
I can only dream of our love in my dreams,
You`re the girl of my dreams.

You have been on my mind ever since,
Only day break will do me harm,
If you were only real,
All I can think about is your blue eyes,
That beautiful smile,
And your blonde hair.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Halloween is a whorefest

It`s only every day,
You see girls dress like a whore,
I don`t wanna say more,
But I don`t care.

Halloween,
Is just an excuse,
To dress like something,
You`re not,
Not something you are.

If only it was once a year,
You would see this,
Only if girls knew how to dress,
They`d be fully covered.

Halloween,
Is just an excuse,
To dress like something,
You`re not,
Not something you are.

Put a towel on,
It`d cover more of you,
Don`t be a whore,
You`ll be poor,
And I`ll never open my door,
For you.

Halloween,
Is just an excuse,
To dress like something,
You`re not,
Not something you are.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

best friends fall in love in time

We’ve been best friends since we were,
Younger,
I’ve never had the guts to say,
I love you,
I always have.

I don’t know,
What I love the most,
About you,
Is it your eyes,
Your smile,
Your heart,
Or the fact I love every part of you.

Now,
That we’re older,
It’s time we share,
How we feel,
Bout each other.

I don’t know,
What I love the most,
About you,
Is it your eyes,
Your smile,
Your heart,
Or the fact I love every part of you.

Baby,
I love you,
I never thought,
You`d love me too,
We`re young and,
In love.

I don’t know,
What I love the most,
About you,
Is it your eyes,
Your smile,
Your heart,
Or the fact I love every part of you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

Goth boys

You’ve got,
Your black eyeliner,
Your black baggy clothes,
And your silver chains.

I don’t know what,
Attracts me to you more,
Is it the clothes,
Or do I like eyeliner on goth boys.

The music you love,
Is loud and hard,
I love it,
I don’t know you well,
Well not yet,
But yum.

I don’t know what,
Attracts me to you more,
Is it the clothes,
Or do I like eyeliner on goth boys.

Goth boys like you,
Know what girls,
Like me,
Want,
Just what I need.

I don’t know what,
Attracts me to you more,
Is it the clothes,
Or do I like eyeliner on goth boys.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

oh baby don't go

I love you,
I always have,
Oh baby,
Just don’t walk out that,
Door,
No don’t go.

Baby,
You know what you,
Do to me,
Oh baby,
Please don’t go,
I’ll die without you,
By my side.

I won’t let you,
Walk away from me,
Not today,
Not tonight,
Not ever.

Baby,
You know what you,
Do to me,
Oh baby,
Please don’t go,
I’ll die without you,
By my side.

I’ll never let you go,
Boy you mean so much,
Please don’t go,
I need you,
I love you.

Baby,
You know what you,
Do to me,
Oh baby,
Please don’t go,
I’ll die without you,
By my side.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009

when dreams become reality

I’ll close my,
Eye’s tonight,
I’ll see you,
I’ll feel you,
I might even taste you,
Too.

Now my dream is,
My reality,
I can see you,
I can feel you,
I can even taste you.

I’ll lick my,
Lips,
Today,
I’ll taste you,
It’ll get me high.

Now my dream is,
My reality,
I can see you,
I can feel you,
I can even taste you.

I’ll smell my,
Clothes,
Tonight,
I’ll smell your calone,
I’ll get hyper.

Now my dream is,
My reality,
I can see you,
I can feel you,
I can even taste you.

I don’t know how,
To say it,
But I love you,
I always have.

Now my dream is,
My reality,
I can see you,
I can feel you,
I can even taste you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2009