Body achings

You say what you want,
And when you want it,
You say you need it,
To get it from me,
You know I'll give it all,
So willingly.

My body's aching,
My mind is stirred,
Can't face the day with my memories blurred,
Just tear out my heart,
I don’t need it anymore,
If you’re not coming back.

This why I hate to say,
Those three words,
Everyday,
And only time will tell,
If you meant it,
Or if I'm just a notch,
So if you love,
Why neglect me,
I said I love you like I meant it,
And I do.

My body's aching,
My mind is stirred,
Can't face the day with my memories blurred,
Just tear out my heart,
I don’t need it anymore,
If you’re not coming back.

The only person,
I could be with,
Is you,
But you won't have,
Not for tonight,
You know what love is?
Not for the weak,
How can I tell you,
If you won’t even speak.

My body's aching,
My mind is stirred,
Can't face the day with my memories blurred,
Just tear out my heart,
I don’t need it anymore,
If you’re not coming back.

So cut me loose,
Or hang me up to dry,
Because with this path,
I will surely die,
So say it again like you mean it,
Or disappear into the night,
Your only options,
And I’m not gunna fight.

My body's aching,
My mind is stirred,
Can't face the day with my memories blurred,
Just tear out my heart,
I don’t need it anymore,
If you’re not coming back.

So quickly choose,
It's not a game,
But it's win or lose,
You've got me now,
I'm gunna die,
But I don't know how,
Is it at your hand,
Or something only time can mend.

My body's aching,
My mind is stirred,
Can't face the day with my memories blurred,
Just tear out my heart,
I don’t need it anymore,
If you’re not coming back.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010