I will take a pill

You’re just so beautiful but I just can't do this anymore,
The insomnia,
It's killing me and so you see the reason why I cry,
You lift me up to such heights only to loosen your grip and let me fall.

(So I will),
Take a pill,
(To stop my bleeding heart),
Pull a trigger,
(Go out with a bang),
Plunge the steel deep inside,
(Only to hide what still remains),
And I will let all these angles of depression,
Swallow me whole just to show you a darker side of me you didn't know.

It was soon after dating I started debating,
The fact was its true,
All the things said behind me,
So cowardly they hide,
The feelings won't subside,
What I feel inside is burning,
Longing to bury the past as I run with the ground falling from underneath my feet as you lift me up to these great heights ( don't look down).

(So I will),
Take a pill,
(To stop my bleeding heart),
Pull a trigger,
(Go out with a bang),
Plunge the steel deep inside,
(Only to hide what still remains),
And I will let all these angles of depression,
Swallow me whole just to show you a darker side of me you didn't know.

None of this matters,
Go rest your weary head I'll be just fine,
I only have to bury my heart soon to be left behind (by you).

(So I will),
Take a pill,
(To stop my bleeding heart),
Pull a trigger,
(Go out with a bang),
Plunge the steel deep inside,
(Only to hide what still remains),
And I will let all these angles of depression,
Swallow me whole just to show you a darker side of me you didn't know.

But for now things remain,
And still I feel the pain inside,
And with nothing to hide I give my thoughts,
My feelings,
My words and my bloody heart to you,
(So just promise one thing),
Don't loosen your grip on me.
(I love ) you,
(I love) you,
I love you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010