You had me complete

I hope you die,
When you see me smile from a cute text,
Or when someone kisses my cheek,
I hope your heart drops,
And shatters.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

You had my heart in your hands,
I gave you everything,
But you still smashed me,
I tried everything to please you,
Nothing pleases you,
Nothing makes you happy.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

So what you forgot,
What I did for you,
Everything I gave you,
Burned in a pile in your room,
My heart is in that pie of ash,
It beats every night,
And it screams in your dreams.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

I’ll tell you,
I still love you,
But I know you don’t care,
You say you won’t forget me,
When we all know you will,
If you do recall me,
I’ll be that stupid girl,
You tore apart,
And smashed her in a million pieces at your feet,
All cuz you told her to grow up.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010