She's got the smile of an angel,
And her eyes shine like the moon,
She stole my heart and my knees get weak,
When she says I love you.
I just need your love,
Your laugh,
Your smile,
We could talk all day and dance all night,
Cuz I lose track of time when you’re in sight,
My heart starts jumping,
My blood starts rushing.
Can't you see what you mean to me,
You are the girl of my dreams,
And I need you here tonight,
I will stand with you forever,
Even if the sky turns grey.
I just need your love,
Your laugh,
Your smile,
We could talk all day and dance all night,
Cuz I lose track of time when you’re in sight,
My heart starts jumping,
My blood starts rushing.
I never believed in love till I saw your face,
You mean everything to me and I want to be,
Your shoulder,
When you've had enough
And I'll try to be your crutch when you can't stand up,
I'm up all night thinking cuz I care too much.
I just need your love,
Your laugh,
Your smile,
We could talk all day and dance all night,
Cuz I lose track of time when you’re in sight,
My heart starts jumping,
My blood starts rushing.
I wanna wipe the tears right off your cheek,
As you suddenly starts to weep,
I'm gunna bring a smile to your face with surprise flowers,
I miss those days were we'd laugh and joke for hours,
I'm gunna be your sun on a cloudy day,
And make every little thing okay.
I just need your love,
Your laugh,
Your smile,
We could talk all day and dance all night,
Cuz I lose track of time when you’re in sight,
My heart starts jumping,
My blood starts rushing.
Can't you see that I love you,
That I'm thinking of you,
You put a smile on my face bigger than ever before,
And I couldn't love anyone anymore,
I swear this love is true,
I couldn't stand to be with anyone else,
But you.
I just need your love,
Your laugh,
Your smile,
We could talk all day and dance all night,
Cuz I lose track of time when you’re in sight,
My heart starts jumping,
My blood starts rushing.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
29.4.10
25.4.10
you die day by day
You swallow your mind in hopes that you might find,
Yourself and salvation so you wage a war on yourself,
As fake as the world that you've come to call your own,
It's taken its toll but it doesn't have to,
End this way.,
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
I'd take your pain,
I'd take your death,
If it would set you free,
(So break away,)
From these chains,
And take me back,
To a world of old,
When you could feel something real,
And escape your distorted reality.
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
I can't watch you choke back death anymore,
Like the poor little snake that eats its tail,
I'll be waiting here until the cycle ends,
You have to fight this war you have to live again,
I'd sell my soul just to see you breathe again,
Without the tainted blood that drags you down,
Just take me back to how we used to be,
When your life was real and death was a fantasy.
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Yourself and salvation so you wage a war on yourself,
As fake as the world that you've come to call your own,
It's taken its toll but it doesn't have to,
End this way.,
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
I'd take your pain,
I'd take your death,
If it would set you free,
(So break away,)
From these chains,
And take me back,
To a world of old,
When you could feel something real,
And escape your distorted reality.
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
I can't watch you choke back death anymore,
Like the poor little snake that eats its tail,
I'll be waiting here until the cycle ends,
You have to fight this war you have to live again,
I'd sell my soul just to see you breathe again,
Without the tainted blood that drags you down,
Just take me back to how we used to be,
When your life was real and death was a fantasy.
You die day by day but it's only a war if you fight back,
Rise up against this death that you've come to call your home,
Is this the closest you've ever felt to being alive,
You pretend it’s real but we know your still dead inside.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
24.4.10
I'm losing...
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
You see these walls that consume me whole,
They wear out my brain and taint my soul,
The door is locked and I can't let you in.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
So break them down,
Steal the gun from my hands,
I’m freaking out,
And no god can save me.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
All the blurring faces and hazy lines,
Crown around and say you'll be just fine,
Give him some space he just needs some time,
How can I make it back from this,
I'm so far gone I can see the light.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
Feel the bass creeping up your spine,
As your body rocks from side to side,
I can't see your face through my blurry eyes,
Where is my mind where is my mind.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
I'm losing all of my morals
I traded away my beliefs,
My eyes are blinded by the sweat,
My heart is racing,
Somebody get me off this ride.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
You see these walls that consume me whole,
They wear out my brain and taint my soul,
The door is locked and I can't let you in.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
So break them down,
Steal the gun from my hands,
I’m freaking out,
And no god can save me.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
All the blurring faces and hazy lines,
Crown around and say you'll be just fine,
Give him some space he just needs some time,
How can I make it back from this,
I'm so far gone I can see the light.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
Feel the bass creeping up your spine,
As your body rocks from side to side,
I can't see your face through my blurry eyes,
Where is my mind where is my mind.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
I'm losing all of my morals
I traded away my beliefs,
My eyes are blinded by the sweat,
My heart is racing,
Somebody get me off this ride.
I'm losing all my morals and trading my beliefs,
My vision starts to haze as the ground begins to quake,
My heart is quickly pounding as my hands begin to shake,
I’m pushing all the buttons but can't find the release.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
sun goes down she comes out
She wakes in the mirror,
She put in front of herself,
What is this life worth,
Does anyone care,
Would they miss me,
If I wasn't here,
Could this all end in vain,
How much more can she take,
Of this hell.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
After all is said and done,
Who do you trust,
Fucking no one,
I'll be no more,
Without you,
Look into my eyes,
You have nothing to fear.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
I hope you know,
Someone is watching after you,
He speaks so sweet,
Of such soft truths,
So far from here,
But he's always near,
He's right there,
Beside you.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
Beautiful and broken,
She lays in self doubt and in pitty,
She graces us with presence,
And pray she will not shed a tear,
We want nothing more,
Than to end her pain,
And conquer all her fear.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
Does she see it today,
What`s right in her fucking face,
I'll hold out my hand,
And if you grab it,
I'll take you back,
So how we used to be,
So young and so mislead,
We were all so free.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
She put in front of herself,
What is this life worth,
Does anyone care,
Would they miss me,
If I wasn't here,
Could this all end in vain,
How much more can she take,
Of this hell.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
After all is said and done,
Who do you trust,
Fucking no one,
I'll be no more,
Without you,
Look into my eyes,
You have nothing to fear.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
I hope you know,
Someone is watching after you,
He speaks so sweet,
Of such soft truths,
So far from here,
But he's always near,
He's right there,
Beside you.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
Beautiful and broken,
She lays in self doubt and in pitty,
She graces us with presence,
And pray she will not shed a tear,
We want nothing more,
Than to end her pain,
And conquer all her fear.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
Does she see it today,
What`s right in her fucking face,
I'll hold out my hand,
And if you grab it,
I'll take you back,
So how we used to be,
So young and so mislead,
We were all so free.
When the sun goes down,
She comes out,
She's so young and so pretty,
The sun rises up,
And she falls again,
She can't wait to leave this city.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Battleground and winner takes you
This is a battle ground,
And I'll pay the price,
Whatever the cost,
As long as I win you back from him,
The sun will shine,
The sun will shine again,
If this love is not lost,
I will bring you back again,
If it's the last thing I do.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
Tell me is he worth it,
Is his ignorance bliss,
He infects you with his false love,
And kiss,
Would you never miss my grace,
And my spoken truths,
Of the one I love.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
Let the sun shine in,
So it can shed some light on the truth,
And what more can I say,
You snap back then you slowly pull away,
Then you play it off,
Like it's all okay,
All okay.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
This quarrel dances on my heart strings,
Before I strike I have to know,
Which side it is that you`re playing for,
Will this madness ever end,
It seems I’m losing my fucking mind,
When will the battle stop and love begin,
I never thought loving,
Would feel like a sin.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
You let me in,
Just to shut me out,
You raise me up,
To fill me with doubt,
He says he loves you,
Tell me now,
Do you mean it,
When you say it back.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
And I'll pay the price,
Whatever the cost,
As long as I win you back from him,
The sun will shine,
The sun will shine again,
If this love is not lost,
I will bring you back again,
If it's the last thing I do.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
Tell me is he worth it,
Is his ignorance bliss,
He infects you with his false love,
And kiss,
Would you never miss my grace,
And my spoken truths,
Of the one I love.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
Let the sun shine in,
So it can shed some light on the truth,
And what more can I say,
You snap back then you slowly pull away,
Then you play it off,
Like it's all okay,
All okay.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
This quarrel dances on my heart strings,
Before I strike I have to know,
Which side it is that you`re playing for,
Will this madness ever end,
It seems I’m losing my fucking mind,
When will the battle stop and love begin,
I never thought loving,
Would feel like a sin.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
You let me in,
Just to shut me out,
You raise me up,
To fill me with doubt,
He says he loves you,
Tell me now,
Do you mean it,
When you say it back.
Let the sun shine in,
To shed light on our souls,
This war will surely kill us all,
What have I become,
I let my world overcome,
With the thoughts of truth,
I'm locked in this battle,
The winner takes you.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
I will see you once again
It is time,
It is time,
It is time,
Now send me straight to hell,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Like you`re going home,
It is time,
It is time,
It is time,
For you to lay me down to rest,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Just close your eyes like no one knows.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
And now we die,
And now we die,
And now we die,
The killer lives inside,
He lives inside,
He lives inside,
And you can't run,
No you can't hide,
He's always there,
That's why you can't confide,
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
Inside your mind,
Inside your mind,
Inside your mind,
You will find,
All the reasons,
All the reasons,
All the reasons,
I had to die,
Where is your heart, where is your head,
What are your thoughts,
I am better off dead,
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
Oh yes he lives,
Oh yes he thrives,
Oh yes he's breathing down my spine,
And that's alright, And that's alright,
I won't go down without a fight,
Don't wait for me,
I'm not coming home, tonight.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That`s why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
It is time,
It is time,
Now send me straight to hell,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Like you`re going home,
It is time,
It is time,
It is time,
For you to lay me down to rest,
Close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Just close your eyes like no one knows.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
And now we die,
And now we die,
And now we die,
The killer lives inside,
He lives inside,
He lives inside,
And you can't run,
No you can't hide,
He's always there,
That's why you can't confide,
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
Inside your mind,
Inside your mind,
Inside your mind,
You will find,
All the reasons,
All the reasons,
All the reasons,
I had to die,
Where is your heart, where is your head,
What are your thoughts,
I am better off dead,
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
Oh yes he lives,
Oh yes he thrives,
Oh yes he's breathing down my spine,
And that's alright, And that's alright,
I won't go down without a fight,
Don't wait for me,
I'm not coming home, tonight.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That's why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
I will see you once again,
He owns my soul,
But not my skin,
That`s why every prayer I ever heard,
I knew was a lie,
Word for fucking word.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
21.4.10
I wish I could feel
Death clutches my arm,
And now I stand before you,
there's nothing for me now,
you look me in the eyes,
and say you love me,
I prayed you'd open,
But you remain the same,
Now I'll never sing this song to you.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I thought I could preach,
But nothings what it seems,
We can only teach,
What we know,
And all that I know is,
You don't need me anymore.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
you had your fun,
Now you want out like it was a game,
And all the voices,
Scream and shout your name,
Now I'll never be the same,
And it brings me back to pain.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I have a heart I won't be needing,
I'll wear this smile,
Play it off like it's all fine,
When all I want is you to be mine.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
If there is a god,
Let him hear me now,
Go fuck yourself,
All you bring is grief and shame.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I thought I could preach,
But nothings what it seems,
We can only teach,
What we have been shown,
And all that I know is,
You don't need me anymore.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
You had your fun,
Now you want out like it was a game,
And all the voices,
Scream and shout your name,
Now I'll never be the same,
And it brings me back to pain.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
This illusion plagues my mind,
Leaving it black,
Within you I thought I could find some decency,
Shattered and torn you crucified me,
My mind and body are worn,
Yet here I stand,
This departed soul will rise again,
I won't give up the fight, I just want you to know,
Love can't last forever,
When you rip off the limbs of your loved one.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
And now I stand before you,
there's nothing for me now,
you look me in the eyes,
and say you love me,
I prayed you'd open,
But you remain the same,
Now I'll never sing this song to you.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I thought I could preach,
But nothings what it seems,
We can only teach,
What we know,
And all that I know is,
You don't need me anymore.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
you had your fun,
Now you want out like it was a game,
And all the voices,
Scream and shout your name,
Now I'll never be the same,
And it brings me back to pain.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I have a heart I won't be needing,
I'll wear this smile,
Play it off like it's all fine,
When all I want is you to be mine.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
If there is a god,
Let him hear me now,
Go fuck yourself,
All you bring is grief and shame.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
I thought I could preach,
But nothings what it seems,
We can only teach,
What we have been shown,
And all that I know is,
You don't need me anymore.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
You had your fun,
Now you want out like it was a game,
And all the voices,
Scream and shout your name,
Now I'll never be the same,
And it brings me back to pain.
I wish I could feel,
Anything that's real,
My heart stopped beating so long ago,
And all I can say is.
This illusion plagues my mind,
Leaving it black,
Within you I thought I could find some decency,
Shattered and torn you crucified me,
My mind and body are worn,
Yet here I stand,
This departed soul will rise again,
I won't give up the fight, I just want you to know,
Love can't last forever,
When you rip off the limbs of your loved one.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
20.4.10
every word, every tear, every hour, every day
Shallow heartbeats,
Infect my chest,
I'm standing still,
But losing breathe,
God let us move,
So far from here,
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
I sense a burden over love,
Four days of refuge,
What does the future,
Hold for us.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
So take my hand,
Please god,
Help me understand,
This two faced deal,
That we call love.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
I thought I knew,
And I ,
Thought I could understand,
I'd give it all,
For this love to mend.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
The smoke is clearing,
But the war's not over yet,
And I'm not going,
Without on hell of a fight.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Infect my chest,
I'm standing still,
But losing breathe,
God let us move,
So far from here,
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
I sense a burden over love,
Four days of refuge,
What does the future,
Hold for us.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
So take my hand,
Please god,
Help me understand,
This two faced deal,
That we call love.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
I thought I knew,
And I ,
Thought I could understand,
I'd give it all,
For this love to mend.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
The smoke is clearing,
But the war's not over yet,
And I'm not going,
Without on hell of a fight.
With every word,
And every tear,
Every hour,
Of everyday,
It seems you fade away,
And losing this,
Is what I fear.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Death infects my lungs
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
I can't tell,
Is this truth,
The only one,
That I have left to believe in,
This seems a religious effect,
Spits out lies,
Controls my life.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
No one really knows,
What to believe,
Is this as real, as it seems,
I'd believe in him,
But he gave up on me,
So long ago.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
Is this truth,
All that I have left,
Cuz I can't make out,
What it is you want of me,
And I don't know,
If I should believe anymore.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
This seems a losing cause,
If only time could pause,
I would seize the day,
And make it all okay,
Cuz no one can live,
Is everything we know a lie,
Cuz everything
Oh yes,
Everything, dies alone.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
I can't tell,
Is this truth,
The only one,
That I have left to believe in,
This seems a religious effect,
Spits out lies,
Controls my life.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
No one really knows,
What to believe,
Is this as real, as it seems,
I'd believe in him,
But he gave up on me,
So long ago.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
Is this truth,
All that I have left,
Cuz I can't make out,
What it is you want of me,
And I don't know,
If I should believe anymore.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
This seems a losing cause,
If only time could pause,
I would seize the day,
And make it all okay,
Cuz no one can live,
Is everything we know a lie,
Cuz everything
Oh yes,
Everything, dies alone.
Death infects my lungs,
As the lark's song is sung,
I close my eyes,
Never again will I feel,
Cuz death's the only thing,
That seems real.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
I'd never let you fall
These tears of sorrow,
Feel like fucking home,
And you built me up,
Just to burn me down.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
So this,
Is the end of love,
This night's, the end of life,
I can't go on without him,
This life's got nothing left for me.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
Life promises one thing,
That death waits for us all,
Tonight's a good night,
For my body, leaning,
On the wall.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
Oh how they will sing,
And yes they will dance,
And never again,
Will you get another chance.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
You lied,
You lied,
And now the reaper is my guild,
You lied,
You lied
When you said you loved me,
And you went too fucking far,
And now you’re the reason,
That I fucking died.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
You took my soul,
You took my love,
You took my life,
And all I fucking wanted,
Was you for my wife,
You broke my heart.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
This,
Is,
The,
End,
You swore you loved me,
Yeah you said you fucking cared,
And I just, can't take this torment,
Anymore.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
I'm being ripped apart,
From the inside out,
And my stomach,
Won't stop sinking,
Without a doubt.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Feel like fucking home,
And you built me up,
Just to burn me down.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
So this,
Is the end of love,
This night's, the end of life,
I can't go on without him,
This life's got nothing left for me.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
Life promises one thing,
That death waits for us all,
Tonight's a good night,
For my body, leaning,
On the wall.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
Oh how they will sing,
And yes they will dance,
And never again,
Will you get another chance.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
You lied,
You lied,
And now the reaper is my guild,
You lied,
You lied
When you said you loved me,
And you went too fucking far,
And now you’re the reason,
That I fucking died.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
You took my soul,
You took my love,
You took my life,
And all I fucking wanted,
Was you for my wife,
You broke my heart.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
This,
Is,
The,
End,
You swore you loved me,
Yeah you said you fucking cared,
And I just, can't take this torment,
Anymore.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
I'm being ripped apart,
From the inside out,
And my stomach,
Won't stop sinking,
Without a doubt.
I said I'd never let you fall,
You chewed me up,
And spat me out,
I guess I didn't have to,
After all.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
5.4.10
Lost hopes
Death snarls in my face,
And I cast it down,
I will rip,
And fucking tear,
My way to heaven,
Tonight
And for what?
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
Abandonment and death plague,
I wanted you,
To understand,
But I never,
Thought you fucking would.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
On this red stricken night,
I was proven right,
And now this corpse,
It won't live,
To see the next day's light,
You can pray to your lord,
You can cry in your hole,
But that won't bring him back.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
With heavy arms,
And heaviest hearts,
It ploughs the streets,
Mentally decapitating,
Every person it meets.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
I am locked away,
For my future's sake,
My death bread hate,
Will surely quake,
This merge earth,
And destroy it's whole.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
I'll tear my way to the top,
And build a tower,
With the dead,
And on a pike,
Will be your head,
So where is your saviour now,
I’ll show heaven what it's like,
To be in hell.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
And I cast it down,
I will rip,
And fucking tear,
My way to heaven,
Tonight
And for what?
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
Abandonment and death plague,
I wanted you,
To understand,
But I never,
Thought you fucking would.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
On this red stricken night,
I was proven right,
And now this corpse,
It won't live,
To see the next day's light,
You can pray to your lord,
You can cry in your hole,
But that won't bring him back.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
With heavy arms,
And heaviest hearts,
It ploughs the streets,
Mentally decapitating,
Every person it meets.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
I am locked away,
For my future's sake,
My death bread hate,
Will surely quake,
This merge earth,
And destroy it's whole.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
I'll tear my way to the top,
And build a tower,
With the dead,
And on a pike,
Will be your head,
So where is your saviour now,
I’ll show heaven what it's like,
To be in hell.
Lost hopes,
And empty faiths,
Fill in this hollow corpse,
It's mind runs blank,
Thought it once felt,
A soft embrace.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
If you let me in
Lets kiss in the moonlight,
And dance until the sun streaked sky,
And take our love to a new high,
We can get lost in the daylight stars,
Just let me into your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
Where is the moon tonight,
We could dance,
Until the morning light,
All I need is the key,
To your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I will never let you fall,
No matter the height,
And I won't give in,
Without a heart-felt fight,
And I won't give up,
Until you let me into your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
We could search the horizon,
I'll take you far beyond,
The sun and cloudy skies
And we could dance,
The morning light away,
So I can find myself,
Lost in your daylight stars.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I know this is sudden,
And maybe unfair,
But no one else matches,
The way that I care,
I'll always love you,
This much I can swear.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I'll trade you hearts,
But it has to be fair,
You love me,
As I love you,
And when the time comes,
You say 'I do',
And we'll escape,
We'll run away into,
The daylight stars,
Our love renewed,
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
And dance until the sun streaked sky,
And take our love to a new high,
We can get lost in the daylight stars,
Just let me into your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
Where is the moon tonight,
We could dance,
Until the morning light,
All I need is the key,
To your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I will never let you fall,
No matter the height,
And I won't give in,
Without a heart-felt fight,
And I won't give up,
Until you let me into your heart.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
We could search the horizon,
I'll take you far beyond,
The sun and cloudy skies
And we could dance,
The morning light away,
So I can find myself,
Lost in your daylight stars.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I know this is sudden,
And maybe unfair,
But no one else matches,
The way that I care,
I'll always love you,
This much I can swear.
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
I'll trade you hearts,
But it has to be fair,
You love me,
As I love you,
And when the time comes,
You say 'I do',
And we'll escape,
We'll run away into,
The daylight stars,
Our love renewed,
If you let me in,
Then I can start
To make it all okay,
All this pain is worth it,
Just to hear you say.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
I could show you a world
Your eyes shine,
Like daylight stars,
And my heart,
Skips when your in sight,
If you believe,
We are truly meant to be,
Then our love isn't,
Just another memory.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
I want to love you,
The way true lovers do,
And I want to kiss you,
The way that sings,
I can never have enough of you.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
You’re fearing what you’re feeling now,
And I don't have much,
But I'll give you my heart,
If you take my hand,
I can help you understand,
What it is to be in love.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Like daylight stars,
And my heart,
Skips when your in sight,
If you believe,
We are truly meant to be,
Then our love isn't,
Just another memory.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
I want to love you,
The way true lovers do,
And I want to kiss you,
The way that sings,
I can never have enough of you.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
You’re fearing what you’re feeling now,
And I don't have much,
But I'll give you my heart,
If you take my hand,
I can help you understand,
What it is to be in love.
I could show you a world,
That you didn't know,
Where the heavens sing,
As the lovers dance,
I will show you how,
Just give me the chance.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
4.4.10
Just take my hand
From the moment we started out past,
I knew we'd last,
And I saw it in your eyes,
We could be forever.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
The cloud is thick,
And the sky is grey,
But my love glazed eyes,
Make it a sunny day,
And I just want you to know,
I love you more than words can show.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
The heavens sing,
As the stars all dance,
And I can't wait for,
Our first chance to kiss,
You’re the only one for me.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
I swear it's true,
You’re the best part of my life,
And I wanna have you,
For the rest of my days,
Yeah I swear it's true,
I couldn't be with anyone else.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
If you'll have me,
I swear,
I'll have you,
I'll love you and take care of you too,
Just tell me those three little words,
I love you.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
I knew we'd last,
And I saw it in your eyes,
We could be forever.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
The cloud is thick,
And the sky is grey,
But my love glazed eyes,
Make it a sunny day,
And I just want you to know,
I love you more than words can show.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
The heavens sing,
As the stars all dance,
And I can't wait for,
Our first chance to kiss,
You’re the only one for me.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
I swear it's true,
You’re the best part of my life,
And I wanna have you,
For the rest of my days,
Yeah I swear it's true,
I couldn't be with anyone else.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
If you'll have me,
I swear,
I'll have you,
I'll love you and take care of you too,
Just tell me those three little words,
I love you.
Just take my hand,
I need you,
To help me understand,
What this drug is,
I think they call it love.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Omg there he goes again
Sad but not alone,
Cuz he's talking on the phone,
Oh yeah he's found a new girl,
And you know she's loyal,
Yeah she's the center of his world,
Here we go.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
now she swimming with the shark,
foul play was apartent in the dark,
Oh my god,
There she goes again,
She's in bed with his best friend,
She said she isn't done with him,
He said she should forget him,
She'll never forgive,
Herself,
For that,
15 minutes of shame.
So now he's screaming,
You were found sleeping around,
And I hope he was worth it,
While I was home dreaming,
I wouldn't have to put up,
With this bullshit.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
Now she swimming with the shark,
Foul play in the dark.
He'll get them back,
He's not gonna let the women win at all,
It was an accident,
I swear,
There was a trip and fall,
I didn't know she was so close to that cliff,
He exclaims,
Without an ounce of pain,
The police statement says.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
Now she swimming with the shark,
Foul play in the dark.
Her loyalties show her lie,
He isn't going to heaven,
And he won't see her,
When he dies,
Though all the love,
Was just lies,
He rots in his jail cell,
And now he cries,
With such despise,
That cheating woman,
Really was,
His demise.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
Cuz he's talking on the phone,
Oh yeah he's found a new girl,
And you know she's loyal,
Yeah she's the center of his world,
Here we go.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
now she swimming with the shark,
foul play was apartent in the dark,
Oh my god,
There she goes again,
She's in bed with his best friend,
She said she isn't done with him,
He said she should forget him,
She'll never forgive,
Herself,
For that,
15 minutes of shame.
So now he's screaming,
You were found sleeping around,
And I hope he was worth it,
While I was home dreaming,
I wouldn't have to put up,
With this bullshit.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
Now she swimming with the shark,
Foul play in the dark.
He'll get them back,
He's not gonna let the women win at all,
It was an accident,
I swear,
There was a trip and fall,
I didn't know she was so close to that cliff,
He exclaims,
Without an ounce of pain,
The police statement says.
Oh my god,
Here he goes again,
He killed his last ex-girlfriend,
She said she couldn't be with him,
And he said he'll never forgive her,
Now she swimming with the shark,
Foul play in the dark.
Her loyalties show her lie,
He isn't going to heaven,
And he won't see her,
When he dies,
Though all the love,
Was just lies,
He rots in his jail cell,
And now he cries,
With such despise,
That cheating woman,
Really was,
His demise.
© Becky Baillargeon 2010
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