just like a mother daughter bond

Writing a song for you,
Shouldn’t be that hard,
There are so many things,
I could say.

Laurie,
You’re my mommy,
According to facebook,
Connor is my daddy,
And you two are sister and brother,
That makes me in fact,
Your incest child.

You’re not much older,
So how does that work,
Were you prego with me as,
Your mother was for you?

Laurie,
You’re my mommy,
According to facebook,
Connor is my daddy,
And you two are sister and brother,
That makes me in fact,
Your incest child.

You and I share,
Everything,
You were one of the first to know bout James,
But you were the first to threaten him,
Though he doesn’t know.

Laurie,
You’re my mommy,
According to facebook,
Connor is my daddy,
And you two are sister and brother,
That makes me in fact,
Your incest child.

Laurie,
You are the first,
For many things,
We share that amazing,
Mother and daughter,
Connection,
My mother wishes she had,
With me.

Laurie,
You’re my mommy,
According to facebook,
Connor is my daddy,
And you two are sister and brother,
That makes me in fact,
Your incest child.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

best friends

We’re best friends,
Lesbian lovers,
Two people,
We’re just different.

Best friends till the end,
But not any ordinary best friends,
We’re the people that can have,
A naked party,
And no one would care.

I call you my best friend,
Sam I know I can trust you,
And a few,
I know you won’t tell anyone.

Best friends till the end,
But not any ordinary best friends,
We’re the people that can have,
A naked party,
And no one would care.

You’re always following behind me,
Picking up the broken pieces,
Of my heart,
You’re one of the few boys,
Who won’t break my heart.

Best friends till the end,
But not any ordinary best friends,
We’re the people that can have,
A naked party,
And no one would care.

Sam,
We’ll always be best friends,
Some have told me,
You’ve fallen for me,
But I don’t believe it,
Though you always say,
I look good,
Best friends till the end.

Best friends till the end,
But not any ordinary best friends,
We’re the people that can have,
A naked party,
And no one would care.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

was it love at first sight?

Everyone’s happy,
Two lovers together,
Finally at one,
Till death do us part.

I wake every day,
With two things,
A smile,
And the thought of you,
Was it love at first sight?

Time without you goes,
By in a blink of an eye,
Then when we’re together,
Time slows down just for us.

I wake every day,
With two things,
A smile,
And the thought of you,
Was it love at first sight?

Are we meant to be?
Is it fate?
I know my love for you,
Is not fake,
I love you,
With every single part,
Of my body.

I wake every day,
With two things,
A smile,
And the thought of you,
Was it love at first sight?

When we’re together,
All my problems just go away,
You always put a smile,
On my face,
I love you so much.

I wake every day,
With two things,
A smile,
And the thought of you,
Was it love at first sight?

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

just a fucker

I’ve watched you play,
Girls like they play with,
Their stupid dollies,
It makes me sick.

I’ve listened to every,
Single stupid line,
You’ve used to get into,
Their pants.

You told me I was,
Different,
And you’d change just,
For me.

I’ve listened to every,
Single stupid line,
You’ve used to get into,
Their pants.

Now you’re mad cuz,
I’m dating and it’s not you,
I’m sorry but do I carry,
A sign saying,
Fuck me I’m easy,
I think not.

I’ve listened to every,
Single stupid line,
You’ve used to get into,
Their pants.

You’re just a fucker,
You don’t care,
Hah now you say I’m a player,
Fuck you,
I don’t play,
I love,
And if you knew me,
You’d know that,
So fuck off.

I’ve listened to every,
Single stupid line,
You’ve used to get into,
Their pants.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

he took advantage

She wakes with a boy,
She doesn’t know,
Who is he?
She doesn’t remember anything.

She’s hung over,
He’s satisfied,
She’s crying,
He’s laughing,
He took advantage,
Of her,
And sex was only the,
Beginning.

That very night,
She died,
She hung herself from her light,
No one cried,
No one knew why,
Expect that one guy.

She’s hung over,
He’s satisfied,
She’s crying,
He’s laughing,
He took advantage,
Of her,
And sex was only the,
Beginning.

No one knows what,
He did to her,
And no one will ever know,
She’s dead,
And he’s already fucking another.

She’s hung over,
He’s satisfied,
She’s crying,
He’s laughing,
He took advantage,
Of her,
And sex was only the,
Beginning.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

A Painful memory

Sitting in a class,
Slowly drifting away,
With only one thought,
On my mind.

I want to look back,
And say I remember my first love,
Sure I can do that now,
But it’s just a painful memory.

A memory that should never be,
Experienced ever again,
There was so much blood,
From my heart.

I want to look back,
And say I remember my first love,
Sure I can do that now,
But it’s just a painful memory.

My eyes are stained red,
My heart is permanently broken,
My smile is fake,
And what you see is only the beginning.

I want to look back,
And say I remember my first love,
Sure I can do that now,
But it’s just a painful memory.

When I awake,
I’m covered in my own tears,
And each morning,
I feel my heart break all over again.

I want to look back,
And say I remember my first love,
Sure I can do that now,
But it’s just a painful memory.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

You don't have to say goodbye

The year’s coming,
To an end,
It’s time to say,
Our final farewells.

Goodbye old friends,
You will be missed,
Your legacy will forever,
Be here as a memory,
A memory that should,
Forever be remembered.

Goodbyes aren’t forever,
You don’t have to say,
Farewell,
You don’t have to leave,
Us now.

Goodbye old friends,
You will be missed,
Your legacy will forever,
Be here as a memory,
A memory that should,
Forever be remembered.

I’ll wait forever for you,
To come visit us,
I’m not leaving,
What if I count to 10,
Open my eyes,
Would you be back?

Goodbye old friends,
You will be missed,
Your legacy will forever,
Be here as a memory,
A memory that should,
Forever be remembered.

You don’t have to listen,
You don’t have to say,
Goodbye,
You don’t have to leave here,
Tonight.

Goodbye old friends,
You will be missed,
Your legacy will forever,
Be here as a memory,
A memory that should,
Forever be remembered.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Too much for me

I know you’re hurt,
I’m sorry,
I never meant for you,
To get so hurt.

You were too much for me,
You were obsessed with me,
You’d get mad when I say sky,
But you’d always complain bout your ex,
When I was always talking bout the nice sky.

This is not how I wanted it to end,
I’m not walking out of your life,
Completely,
I still wanna be friends,
But you say we can’t cuz you’re in love with me.

You were too much for me,
You were obsessed with me,
You’d get mad when I say sky,
But you’d always complain bout your ex,
When I was always talking bout the nice sky.

We weren’t even together that long,
And my friends and family thought,
You were,
An asshole,
A jerk,
A dirty boy,
Insane,
And that I could do better.

You were too much for me,
You were obsessed with me,
You’d get mad when I say sky,
But you’d always complain bout your ex,
When I was always talking bout the nice sky.

I’m hoping you never hear this,
Cuz it’s mean,
But it’s the truth,
I’m sorry goodbye.

You were too much for me,
You were obsessed with me,
You’d get mad when I say sky,
But you’d always complain bout your ex,
When I was always talking bout the nice sky.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

When you see me crying

Look inside me,
Tell me what you truly see,
Are seeing,
No lies,
No cries,
Just pieces,
And blood.

When you see me crying,
Remember it’s not of water,
But of the blood from my broken shattered heart,
Though it’s disguised clear and looks like tears.

I grew up being told,
True love never dies,
But in the end everyone cries,
And they all die,
In time,
Sure they seem old,
But it’s from broken hearts.

When you see me crying,
Remember it’s not of water,
But of the blood from my broken shattered heart,
Though it’s disguised clear and looks like tears.

Love is a game,
That need two players,
All I need to do is,
Learn how to play,
And find that second player,
Maybe bend a few rules,
A smile will show.

When you see me crying,
Remember it’s not of water,
But of the blood from my broken shattered heart,
Though it’s disguised clear and looks like tears.

I hope I will once again be healed,
And never broken again,
One thing I’ve noticed in all of this,
Is that when I’m sad,
Everyone else is,
Even people I don’t know.

When you see me crying,
Remember it’s not of water,
But of the blood from my broken shattered heart,
Though it’s disguised clear and looks like tears.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I can't....

I can’t smile,
I can’t eat,
I can’t even sleep,
What did you to me,
You lied,
To my face,
You chewed me up and spat right out.

I can’t look at you,
I wanna break down and cry,
But I can’t do that cuz,
I’m trying so hard,
To hold my head high,
But I’m dragging my broken heart at my feet.

You told me,
You promised to never hurt me,
Well now I can’t believe in promises,
You said you loved me,
I now know it’s a four letter lie.

I can’t look at you,
I wanna break down and cry,
But I can’t do that cuz,
I’m trying so hard,
To hold my head high,
But I’m dragging my broken heart at my feet.

I’m guilty for having been torn apart,
By a boy,
Who did nothing but,
Lie straight to my face.

I can’t look at you,
I wanna break down and cry,
But I can’t do that cuz,
I’m trying so hard,
To hold my head high,
But I’m dragging my broken heart at my feet.

These songs may seem pointless,
But I’m getting out,
How much you hurt me,
I’m warning everyone out there,
And I’m saying bring me band-aids,
To fix me.

I can’t look at you,
I wanna break down and cry,
But I can’t do that cuz,
I’m trying so hard,
To hold my head high,
But I’m dragging my broken heart at my feet.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

You had me complete

I hope you die,
When you see me smile from a cute text,
Or when someone kisses my cheek,
I hope your heart drops,
And shatters.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

You had my heart in your hands,
I gave you everything,
But you still smashed me,
I tried everything to please you,
Nothing pleases you,
Nothing makes you happy.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

So what you forgot,
What I did for you,
Everything I gave you,
Burned in a pile in your room,
My heart is in that pie of ash,
It beats every night,
And it screams in your dreams.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

I’ll tell you,
I still love you,
But I know you don’t care,
You say you won’t forget me,
When we all know you will,
If you do recall me,
I’ll be that stupid girl,
You tore apart,
And smashed her in a million pieces at your feet,
All cuz you told her to grow up.

You had me completely healed,
I watched as you reached into my chest,
Tore out my once complete heart,
You raised your hand,
And smashed it at our feet.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I wrote you love songs

I wrote you love songs,
Now it’s hate songs,
I wonder how you feel about these,
I hope it kills you inside,
Like you did to me.

Seriously,
I wrote everything I felt for you,
In a song,
And you said you loved them,
Now you can’t stand to look at me,
Don’t you know what you meant,
And now my world is black and grey.

You were the color,
But since you’re like the rest,
You’re black,
You have no face,
Or figure,
You’re the blob in my world,
But not any blob,
Try the only blob.

Seriously,
I wrote everything I felt for you,
In a song,
And you said you loved them,
Now you can’t stand to look at me,
Don’t you know what you meant,
And now my world is black and grey.

Now you say you still love me,
I don’t need this,
And I certainly don’t need you,
You wrecked everything,
When I had it all fixed.

Seriously,
I wrote everything I felt for you,
In a song,
And you said you loved them,
Now you can’t stand to look at me,
Don’t you know what you meant,
And now my world is black and grey.

You disgust me,
You make me cry,
And now you want me back,
I’m sorry,
I’m not going down that road,
Ever again.

Seriously,
I wrote everything I felt for you,
In a song,
And you said you loved them,
Now you can’t stand to look at me,
Don’t you know what you meant,
And now my world is black and grey.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I went to the end of the world

Remember when you said you cared,
I saw right through that act,
Even though we made a pact,
I got too attached.

I went to the of the end of the world,
Trying to please you,
But as it seems nothing worked,
Look at me and say you care now.

The girl you’re looking at,
Is not who I was,
It’s what I am for the future,
I’m the girl,
Who will walk the halls,
Of broken dreams,
With her head held high.

I went to the of the end of the world,
Trying to please you,
But as it seems nothing worked,
Look at me and say you care now.

The inside is broken,
The outside is fake,
You killed me with a stake,
But why do you care,
I’m just some stupid little girl,
Who needs to grow up,
According to you.

I went to the of the end of the world,
Trying to please you,
But as it seems nothing worked,
Look at me and say you care now.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Blind from the start

You’ve been blind since the beginning,
You’re like every guy,
You get what you want,
Then leave.

I thought you saw past,
The lies,
The rumours,
I loved you,
With every piece of my,
Shattered broken heart.

I never thought I’d say this,
I’m completely broken,
I’ve never felt so empty,
I’m dying,
The cause is a broken heart.

I thought you saw past,
The lies,
The rumours,
I loved you,
With every piece of my,
Shattered broken heart.

You were too good from the beginning,
I said yes hoping you were different,
I wish I said no,
Cuz of you I’m never dating again,
Unless I know they’re different.

I thought you saw past,
The lies,
The rumours,
I loved you,
With every piece of my,
Shattered broken heart.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Movie romance

I know a boy,
He’s always there,
No matter what time,
He’s so sweet,
Yet he thinks otherwise,
What I wouldn’t do to,
Be with him.

(I know a girl,
Yes a girl,
She’s so damaged,
On the inside out,
She has a broken heart,
What I wouldn’t do to,
See that smile.)

I’m falling for you,
(I’m starting to like you,)
But I don’t want to be hurt,
(You won’t be,)
How can you promise that,
(I can’t I just know,)
I want the movie romance,
(That’s all pretend,)
I know but I dream of it,
(I can give it to you.)

I’m broken,
I’m damaged,
I’m hurt,
I just wish life,
Was like in the movies,
Oh how I’d love to be loved,
To have someone care.

(You do have someone,
Who loves you,
I’m a mystery,
You know me,
I know you’re hurt,
I’m here for you,
I’ll always be,
Cuz I love you.)

I’m falling for you,
(I’m starting to like you,)
But I don’t want to be hurt,
(You won’t be,)
How can you promise that,
(I can’t I just know,)
I want the movie romance,
(That’s all pretend,)
I know but I dream of it,
(I can give it to you.)

You mean so much to me,
You make my heart race,
And my smile show,
I’m feeling something,
I don’t know what it is,
I’m scared.

(Don’t be scared,
I’m here to hold you,
Through the night,
I’m here till the end,
I want to call you mine,
If you say yes,
I’ll never let you go,
I’ll forever be by your side,
I’ll love you for eternity.)

I’m falling for you,
(I’m starting to like you,)
But I don’t want to be hurt,
(You won’t be,)
How can you promise that,
(I can’t I just know,)
I want the movie romance,
(That’s all pretend,)
I know but I dream of it,
(I can give it to you.)

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

(brackets) = boy
no brackets = girl

Perfect guy

You make me smile,
You make it shine,
Brighter than all the stars,
In the night sky,
You are my perfect guy.

You make my heart race,
If it had a face,
It’d be smiling,
You taped it back together,
It didn’t take long,
To cure my broken heart.

I wish you were,
Here with me, tonight,
You are my fave teddy hear,
My dear,
How I love you so,
I wanna be wrinkled with you.

You make my heart race,
If it had a face,
It’d be smiling,
You taped it back together,
It didn’t take long,
To cure my broken heart.

One day can I call you mine,
Too late cuz you’re already mine,
You’re one of a kind,
Don’t wait in line,
Just come be my favourite line.

You make my heart race,
If it had a face,
It’d be smiling,
You taped it back together,
It didn’t take long,
To cure my broken heart.

I need your loving hands,
To come and pick me up,
Every night I miss you,
I can just look up.

You make my heart race,
If it had a face,
It’d be smiling,
You taped it back together,
It didn’t take long,
To cure my broken heart.

You’re the perfect guy,
You won’t lie,
Or die,
You’ve got me tied.

You make my heart race,
If it had a face,
It’d be smiling,
You taped it back together,
It didn’t take long,
To cure my broken heart.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Abandoned

You said you’d never abandon me,
You had my key,
You were all I could see,
You were my best friend yeah.

Baby girl don’t go,
Don’t act like that hoe,
Don’t get hit by my door,
You stupid whore.

Abandoned,
Misplaced,
Lost,
Is how you make me feel,
I went along,
Hoping one day you would.

Baby girl don’t go,
Don’t act like that hoe,
Don’t get hit by my door,
You stupid whore.

To think you were my friend,
You were more than a friend,
You were my best friend,
My one and only one I could trust,
But now that’s lost.

Baby girl don’t go,
Don’t act like that hoe,
Don’t get hit by my door,
You stupid whore.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I like to be bad

I drive my brothers mad,
They make me real sad,
It makes me glad,
To see them bad.

I like to be bad,
Reminds me of what we had,
Before you left me alone,
Sad.

I’m 100% sober,
And she thinks I’m stoned,
But he’ll never know,
How much it hurts to look at you.

I like to be bad,
Reminds me of what we had,
Before you left me alone,
Sad.

Sorry,
I like to live in the past,
Time flew by too fast,
We’ll always remember the memories we cast.

I like to be bad,
Reminds me of what we had,
Before you left me alone,
Sad.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

She's a star

Bottle blonde,
Pink lips,
Tight jeans,
Mini skirt,
Blue eyes,
Stoner smile.

Fucks like a pornstar,
Pounds like a rockstar,
Shakes like a movie star,
Moves like a popstar.

The look in her eyes,
Hint a surprise,
That will spell your demise,
You better run for your life.

Fucks like a pornstar,
Pounds like a rockstar,
Shakes like a movie star,
Moves like a popstar.

Lips like sugar,
Tongue like fire,
Just one taste,
She’ll be the one you desire.

Fucks like a pornstar,
Pounds like a rockstar,
Shakes like a movie star,
Moves like a popstar.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I could finally find those words

In a world so cold where I grew up fast,
I never believed in love I never thought it could last,
But you gave me hope for the future,
It seems like yours is fading faster with every day.

I think tonight I could finally find those words,
You are my sun you spread the light on my world,
You’re the only person that makes me feel alive,
And I just want you to know,
I love you.

What can I say,
Seems I'm the one to blame,
I know that I have messed up,
And things are not the same,
I promise I can be the man that you fell for,
I just need you to see how much you mean to me.

I think tonight I could finally find those words,
You are my sun you spread the light on my world,
You’re the only person that makes me feel alive,
And I just want you to know,
I love you.

So here’s to all the sleepless nights
When I laid there wishing I could make it alright for you,
And here's to all of the dreams that I spent beside you,
Where everything was perfect oh how the feeling was perfect.

I think tonight I could finally find those words,
You are my sun you spread the light on my world,
You’re the only person that makes me feel alive,
And I just want you to know,
I love you.

I wept all night till the sun beams hit my eyes,
And I'm not embarrassed to say I love you,
I need you I think about you all the time,
Even when I'm dreaming your on my mind.

I think tonight I could finally find those words,
You are my sun you spread the light on my world,
You’re the only person that makes me feel alive,
And I just want you to know,
I love you.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

After a time

After a time when I just couldn't stand to be alive,
You came and you took my pain away,
You threw it away threw it away,
And after all the emotions and tempers that flared,
It seems I'm the only one who ever really cared,
And if this is bullshit and our love isn't true,
I'd still come running back I'm still here for you.

So let me explain myself I love you and no one else,
And all of those dreams seemed so perfect,
So I fell in love with you,
And now I'm just sitting here thinking of you.

After a time when I just couldn't stand to be alive,
You came and you took my pain away,
You threw it away threw it away,
And after all the emotions and tempers that flared,
It seems I'm the only one who ever really cared,
And if this is bullshit and our love isn't true,
I'd still come running back I'm still here for you.

And if our finger prints never fade away,
From the lives we touch then I'm sure you'll stay,
Cuz you know that I love you yeah that is for sure,
And even if you walk out I won't lock the door.

After a time when I just couldn't stand to be alive,
You came and you took my pain away,
You threw it away threw it away,
And after all the emotions and tempers that flared,
It seems I'm the only one who ever really cared,
And if this is bullshit and our love isn't true,
I'd still come running back I'm still here for you.

I just can't to break these thoughts of you,
I've tried everything and just don’t know what to do,
And it's quite alright I just won't sleep tonight,
I hope you think of me when they call your name,
Cuz I know that I will think of you every single day,
And I will always love you in every single way.

After a time when I just couldn't stand to be alive,
You came and you took my pain away,
You threw it away threw it away,
And after all the emotions and tempers that flared,
It seems I'm the only one who ever really cared,
And if this is bullshit and our love isn't true,
I'd still come running back I'm still here for you.

You came and you took my pain away,
You brought me to a special place,
Where I felt I was strong,
I felt like I truly belonged,
You came and you took my pain away,
You threw it away,
Threw me away.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Amazing guy

He’s got the smile,
He walks the walk,
He talks the talk,
He’s got the heart throbs eyes.

He’s the most amazing guy,
Around for miles,
He makes all the girls smile,
He can turn your dial,
For a mile,
Just to see his smile.

He’s got the eyes,
That hurt as much as the lies,
Though he never dies,
He only sighs,
And plays with the signs.

He’s the most amazing guy,
Around for miles,
He makes all the girls smile,
He can turn your dial,
For a mile,
Just to see his smile.

No girl gets over him,
He makes the lights go dim,
His last girl Kim,
Dated his friend Jim,
And it hurt him,
He wanted to play them,
Back to their sin.

He’s the most amazing guy,
Around for miles,
He makes all the girls smile,
He can turn your dial,
For a mile,
Just to see his smile.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

When I was young

I went to the park just to sit around,
And a familiar face is what I found,
She looked and me and said son,
One day you'll have the world,
Then you can give it to that special girl,
That opened up your arms and stole you heart.

I said I love you you know that I mean it,
And I would show you the world,
But it was stolen from my hands,
When I was young.

On the telephone,
We'd lay and talk for hours,
I'd look up to the stars,
And wonder if you’re doing the same,
And if you are okay.

I said I love you you know that I mean it,
And I would show you the world,
But it was stolen from my hands,
When I was young.

There seems to be nothing I can say,
That will make all these thoughts go away,
I was never aware but always knew I was lost,
I won't let all the nights I've turned and tossed,
Be for nothing be forgotten by the one I love.

I said I love you you know that I mean it,
And I would show you the world,
But it was stolen from my hands,
When I was young.

I'd raise you so high that you kiss the stars,
And I will wait here forever,
Forever for you,
You’re always welcome in my arms,
And you'll always have a place in my heart.

I said I love you you know that I mean it,
And I would show you the world,
But it was stolen from my hands,
When I was young.

I said I'm sorry but I've already said too much,
And baby I never meant to let you down,
I still hold my head up high,
And I'll always be here,
You're always welcome in my arms.

I said I love you you know that I mean it,
And I would show you the world,
But it was stolen from my hands,
When I was young.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Romeo and Juliet

Drink to sorrows with no regrets Romeo was left,
Told to forget,
But how can he erase the memories,
Of his fair Juliet,
Well the beer is strong and the women are quick,
And with any luck he'll fuck to forget.

He stays up all night,
Cuz he can't free her from his mind,
And he's dead inside,
For hours he just sat there and cried,
And he's not the same,
That woman made his whole life change,
And then walked away.

Drink to sorrows with no regrets Romeo was left,
Told to forget,
But how can he erase the memories,
Of his fair Juliet,
Well the beer is strong and the women are quick,
And with any luck he'll fuck to forget.

She infects his mind his mind with the thoughts of love,
And memories pass through his fingertips,
That he holds to his lips and he begins to cry,
He wants something more than the feeling of death inside,
He wants to feel alive like he did yesterday,
When the woman he loved was only a call away.

Drink to sorrows with no regrets Romeo was left,
Told to forget,
But how can he erase the memories,
Of his fair Juliet,
Well the beer is strong and the women are quick,
And with any luck he'll fuck to forget.

She took his life with a scar on his neck,
She used the dagger that she stuck in his back,
He gasps for air as blood fills his lungs,
I looked to the stars and all that I could see,
Was my sweet Juliet staring back at me,
My skin is grey as I start to float away,
And I love you was all that I could say.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

I'm packing up

Although the wind has come and carried you away,
I won't forget you,
And I'll wait until the day,
Where I see your shining face again,
My dear.

I walk these crowded streets alone among the faceless,
And your names the only thing that’s on my mind,
But don't worry I'll be alright with time.

I'm packing up but just can't seem to move along,
Cuz you built me up and made me feel so strong,
And the winds are changing,
And I hope they lead me back to you.

So I won't stray at least not too far away,
In case among these crowded streets,
I stare and catch a little peak of you standing over there.

I'm packing up but just can't seem to move along,
Cuz you built me up and made me feel so strong,
And the winds are changing,
And I hope they lead me back to you.

Time stopped changing and my heart stopped beating,
When you said I hate you I screamed I love you,
But it's all for nothing in the end,
And I won't forget you and I can't replace you,
My friend.

I'm packing up but just can't seem to move along,
Cuz you built me up and made me feel so strong,
And the winds are changing,
And I hope they lead me back to you.

Oh my god what is it that we've done,
You said I was the only one,
And now you try to be nothing more,
Than a teenage memory,
And I hope you'll stop and see,
Just how much your friendship,
Means to little old me.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Like a gentlemen

You slowly slipped away like a memory,
And you took everything that was left of me,
But I still can't let you go,
And I just need you to know that I won't,
Take these broken wings and learn to fly,
I'm still in love with you I'm still in love with you.

Like a gentlemen I just hung my head,
And started saying the words I knew I'd dread,
And the morning came too soon,
By then there was nothing I could do.

You said you said you said,
You didn't love me anymore so I held it in,
Put on a grin and said baby that’s quite alright,
When inside I'm broken,
And there’s three little words that go unspoken.

Like a gentlemen I just hung my head,
And started saying the words I knew I'd dread,
And the morning came too soon,
By then there was nothing I could do.

So no more kisses or good night wishes,
I sleep alone and play it of like it's all ok,
But this empty feeling won't go away,
And it kills me that I can't say,
I love you in every single way.

Like a gentlemen I just hung my head,
And started saying the words I knew I'd dread,
And the morning came too soon,
By then there was nothing I could do.

I'd do anything for you to hold my hand,
And I pray to god you can understand,
I'll always love you,
I’ll always love you,
I will always.

Like a gentlemen I just hung my head,
And started saying the words I knew I'd dread,
And the morning came too soon,
By then there was nothing I could do.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

And You Got High

You say I'm strong and I can carry on,
Like nothing even happened,
But I wear my scars on the inside,
Because I have too much pride.

You lock your door and grab your pipe,
I lay away and start to cry and you get high,
You won't be getting any sleep tonight,
And neither will I.

Do you ever breakdown and start to cry,
And for second did you even wonder why,
I packed up my things and left you behind.

You lock your door and grab your pipe,
I lay away and start to cry and you get high,
You won't be getting any sleep tonight,
And neither will I.

I tried to scream but there was no voice
And you wouldn't listen and I had no choice,
Just know I love you and I'm thinking of you too,
But I'm not coming home you need to do this on your own.

You lock your door and grab your pipe,
I lay away and start to cry and you get high,
You won't be getting any sleep tonight,
And neither will I.

Have you ever just felt so fucked inside,
That all you can do is just sit there and cry,
And as the scratch start to scar your face,
I shut my eyes and remember a place,
Where we used to go and roam,
And I had a stable home.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010

Have you ever loved someone?

In the palm of my hands I once held the world,
But I fell so hard and I dropped it for this beautiful girl,
She took over my mind and blinded my sight,
She took me by surprise and my world capsized,
And I just wouldn't feel the same,
If I said I love you to some other name.

Have you ever loved someone,
So much they became your sun
And they shined shined shined,
Yeah they brightened up your world,
And would do anything for that special girl.

Have you sat up in tears all night,
How much are you willing to fight,
And would you turn back time,
To fix what was right once upon a time.

Have you ever loved someone,
So much they became your sun
And they shined shined shined,
Yeah they brightened up your world,
And would do anything for that special girl.

Would you still hold me tight,
I think of you every single night,
Could you whisper in my ear,
Those words that I hold so dear,
Am I making this perfectly clear,
I'm in love with you.

Have you ever loved someone,
So much they became your sun
And they shined shined shined,
Yeah they brightened up your world,
And would do anything for that special girl.

You know she's my sun,
And she lights up my world,
I couldn't dream up a better girl,
I'll stand by her forever,
I can wipe those tears away,
And there`s just one more thing,
That I have say,
You are the best part of my life.

Have you ever loved someone,
So much they became your sun
And they shined shined shined,
Yeah they brightened up your world,
And would do anything for that special girl.

© Becky Baillargeon 2010